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At last the gods are smiling on me again.

Two prospects for gainful employment.

If I can make these work, I'll be set.

Detached

Sometimes I feel like I'm not really a part of the outside world - like I'm just watching other people's lives happening and never really interacting. That's how I'm feeling now.

I just don't seem to have the mental energy I need to get involved in any of the things I always used to enjoy doing. Maybe this is just a mild form of depression, but it's not helping me to get anywhere.

Perhaps when work starts up I will feel more involved. Not have so much time to brood on the sewerwards turn my life has taken recently. Somehow, I have to claw my way out of the abyss.

A hot shower is sounding pretty good now, though.