Stuck

I'm feeling listless, lonely and in limbo.

With clarity comes awareness, and with awareness comes understanding - that I have completely lost track of my life, and that getting it back is going to be difficult. Especially when on most days I lack the physical and emotional energy to get out of bed.

Next week I start work - that will be good, while it lasts. Perhaps I can use it as a safe platform from which to find more permanent gainful employment.

And perhaps, if I am careful, I can pick up all the unravelled threads and weave them back into some semblance of a life.

Just because...

Here goes:

1. A Better Place - VAST
2. The Last One Alive - VAST
3. Special - Garbage
4. Jesus He knows Me - Genesis
5. Tangled - Maroon 5
6. Electrical Storm - U2

No particular order there - these are just the songs that best suit my mood at the moment - cynical, sad, angry, regretful, tempered with an ounce of optimism.

Now let's see if I can make this work:
berserkir, chromatica, crypticgirl, le_dauncer, riverstar, wolflullaby

Why must everything be so complicated...

Incidentally, if your name is on the above list, it means I am curious to see your six favourite songs, in case you haven't read japester's recent entry on the subject.

Stuffed

Boy, am I bloated.

At least this means I am getting back my enthusiasm for cooking.

Later I will be rolling myself off to bed.