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dormant_dragonThere comes a time, in every process of change, when something compels you to revisit the person you once were. I did that last night.
Am I scared by this tragic reminder? Yes.
Am I feeling like scum? Yes.
Am I determined never to go back there again? Yes.
Am I certain that at some point in the future, despite my best intentions, this will happen again? Yes.
Am I scared by this tragic reminder? Yes.
Am I feeling like scum? Yes.
Am I determined never to go back there again? Yes.
Am I certain that at some point in the future, despite my best intentions, this will happen again? Yes.
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Date: 2005-10-21 04:16 am (UTC)I've been there. I've fought to not go there. I've fallen back there. I've tried with all my will not to go back there, but i still know that it is still a likely possibility that i am weak and will fall again sometime.
my answere would certainly not be yes, but it also can't be no. it's the typically indefinite 'maybe'